I watch you go from here to there
I watch you brush your silky hair
I watch you try on new underwear
You call me a creep and I act like I don't care
But deep inside I feel like its not fair
My creepy feelings for you I want to share
But alas I do not dare
To bare the burdon of humiliation
This would be my devistation
So I sit here, thoughts so dence
... I decide to stay in silence
I will write to you another day
If the rope of friendship does not fray

 

 

This started out as a joke poem to a friend, but in reality it turned kind of real. I'm over the whole thing now, but at the time this is exactly how I felt

 

 

Mind Fart

I usually am a fountain of knowledge and deep thoughts, I may not show it in these posts but I just spout off the general idea of what I'm thinking about. Right now is different tho, I got nuthin. All I wanna do is put on the new Every Time I Die album and take a nap. I am so sore, so sore.

Sleeeeeep

If I told you what I dream about I would have to kill you... or just change my user name. I think everyone can relate to this. If you are super passionate about something, you throw off that vibe. When I sleep I reserve this time to rest my baudy and mind, thus I resort to day-dreaming, and thus my bad grades, and thus why I get yelled at, and thus my negative vibe I throw off. So this counts as a post about sleep right?

My dog is snoring

Who knew dogs could snore sooo loud? It's kinda irritating but when that snore goes away forever I will miss it so much. She's been a part of my life for 11 years and I'm afraid that her time to go is soon. She has cancer all over and to be honest is fat as hell because she can't exercise due to a torn A.C.L. So why am I posting about this? Because she is asleep in my lapp right now, did i mention she is almost 100 pounds? yeah and she still thinks she's a lap dog.

Courage the cowardly dog.

Isn't it weird how the most cowardly people do the most courageous things? Or do they just seem more courageous because you know them as a coward? To me courage is simply goin outside your comfort zone. So in a way every one is courageous..... Is it sad that the first thing I thought of was a cartoon?

Complain when it's your fault.

"Why are guys such a-holes, they are so selfish bla bla bla...."

When I hear things like this is really ruffles my feathers. You know all of those guys that you don't even give the time of day? Yeah those are the nice ones that you are just too good for. Granted they might just be the weird fetchers but they aren't the "a-holes" you all complain about. When a guy approaches you and you don't know him, remember that. All the girls in the world complain about how guys never ask girls on dates. It's because you are scary, you have the power to crush a guy with one simple word. Change the picture you have painted for your self.

I just dropped some knowlage on ya'll.

use it wisely

W.hen i hear things like 



Do I think about you?

I'm thinkin about you and how you are a fool
I'm thinkin of you the same way I think of stool
If I got the chance I might throw you in a pool
No I wouldnt thats a lie
I'm just too nice of a guy
Is that my weakness?
Am I just too nice?
Should I throw her in a pit with mice?
NO I'm too nice

In conclusion, if I have to be a douche to be a ladies man

then I'll be single for ever.

Not single like "oh hey I'm just gunna whore around"

single like "you missed out.."

I won't change to get the ladies